Noting comes easy. Life, success in life, it’s difficult. Everyday is a fight to try and get out the barrel of crabs. I’m at the point where I just want to give up trying to get out. At this point, I realize I mean nothing to no one. Probably never will. So where do I go from here? Just do my time here on earth until is over. Is there really any other choice? I’m already working two jobs. My roommate sees that and wants to change our financial arrangement. Working two jobs only gives you two days off. That leaves you really one day to yourself. One my free day, that’s spent cleaning, washing, grocery shopping and cooking my meals for the next week. The other day, I’m trying to … Read entire article »

I’m at city hall waiting for my number E514 to be called . I’m applying for my street performance license. I woke up this morning with the same fear I had twenty years ago. The difference? I know that nothing will happen unless I move and take action. Out of all the things I’ve done to reinvent myself, music seems to be what I love and at the same time it’s what I’m avoiding all these years. My number was called after an hour. As soon as I sat down I was told that my driver’s license had to be current as what was on the application. I had to go to get my driver’s license changed. Now, I’m back. I had to start all … Read entire article »

I’ve always wanted to write a book, play guitar, piano, bass guitar, become an actor, make a film, paint, sing, be a songwriter, playwright, and do stand-up comedy. Well, my weekends are going to be dedicated to just that. Starting this weekend. It’s time to live my dreams. … Read entire article »

The eur/usd market fell over the last few days as some experts said it would. It reached 1.30 level and fell apart after that. Now, I’m paralyzed by fear, retreating back to placing 1 lot trades on my mini account until I get it right. The logic was that I got a buy signal when the 30 crossed the 50 on the daily. This worked at first and I gained a 230 pips. Thinking that the run was going to continue is where I gave up all my gains and lost 20 pips. I lost an additional 75 pips thinking the market would turn around at 1.28. … Read entire article »

Walking to the train I thought about the way to stop the cycle of working. If I could only replace my income. So my new goal is to earn $2,000 each month independently from my job. … Read entire article »

After finishing up a 15 week job, I’m now looking at what is next. My main goal is to buy a home for cash. This program. Time to get ready for work.. … Read entire article »

I spent the day sending out resumes. It looks as if I might take the sure route and become a security guard. The reality is (at least mine at the moment) is to stay focus to buying my condo. I have forgone taking a trip out of town as it would put me back in my financial goal of getting a condo. Also, my second job is ending and I would have needed to replace that money. The idea of getting a street performers license as been put on hold as I’m not even prepared to sing one song. As far as working my network marketing business, I feel it’s just too risky. Maybe after I get my condo. I still need to learn social media marketing. Depending on my … Read entire article »

Over the next two days, I’m going to try and submit 100 job applications to try and secure a full-time job. I just completed my first submission.  Onward Search – July 1st – 3:35 a.m. Cision – July 1st – 7:12 a.m. … Read entire article »