The Diary 2-20-10

Life has played yet another strong hand against me.  It’s time to refocus, re-adjust, and throw dead weight overboard. Today, I woke up feeling like I’m just  playing a bad hand. I had an algebra test today.  My rent is due in less than 10 days and my paycheck won’t cover it. I might have to pawn a few things to cover my expenses. This is not how life is suppose to be lived. Who cares if I know algebra? I’m going to have to postpone my education. Nothing different than what happened 20 years ago. Life gets in the way. You  can’t stay too  focused on a goal that doesn’t matter to your immediate circumstances. That will get you living in your car with stories to tell later in life. Not worth it.