It looks as if I’m retreating back to self. I’m feeling the need to be very withdrawn now. I want to entertain my thoughts with no interruptions or dilutions for anyone else. After getting back from my date yesterday, I’ve concluded that the quest for love should be buried forever.  There is no point in looking for companionship.What is important is that I live to experience life on my own accord. The solutions and answers to my problems can’t be found from someone else. I must create the solutions. And it can’t be resolved without work. Work away from work. There is no resting or relaxing. There is no looking to have a good time. After school finishes in December, it’s back to work for me. First order of business is to pay back Uncle Sam.