The Diary – 6-27-09

Deep Down The Rabbit Hole

Over the last few years I have had the time to explore and reflect many areas of interest for me. I’m taking improv classes at Second City, I’ve went to school to explore art, writing, and photography. In the next few weeks, I’m going to be taking a stand up comedy class.  What I’ve learned from all these ventures is you can’t do everything. Over the last several months I’ve been reflecting on what area I really would like to focus my life on. Tonight, I’ve come to the conclusion that my focus will be music and money. Even as I write now to make this commitment there is a certain amount of fear that I feel. This fear that I know is what I have to face. It’s the thing that I’ve avoided for almost twenty years and I don’t know why. But I’m ready to go down deep into the rabbit hole. In all of my endevors I know I have to master something. I don’t know how much time I have left in life, but I don’t want to live with any regrets. I must start now.